Related Clues:

• Yearned
• Imagined
• Aimed
• Didn't actually experience
• Hoped
• Fantasized
• Had nightmares, say
• ''I Have __'' (''King and I'' song)
• Had night visions
• Aimed ambitiously
• Had a vision
• Devised, with "up"
• Set goals
• Had ambitions
• Hoped to rise from despair