Possible Clues:

• Will not, perhaps, have had a meal during the match
• Had a meal during the match, but not with a will
• Not 14 down 18 down during the match
• Dying without having made a will
• Having made no will
• I had a snack during the international, but not with a will
• Unwilling to leave one's property?
• Not willing to be like that
• Run away from highway, not prepared to die
• Being 3 down, this, it seems, is what I did during the match, but not with a will