Possible Clues:

• Reject or disavow
• Renounce
• Abjure
• Give up? It could be far worse
• Promise to support father, keeping nothing and do without
• Finding much worse damage within, give up
• Be afraid about awful rows, should you renounce it
• Much worse off, goes in to renounce
• Denounce violence, say, shown by sport
• Deny purpose of garments clothing saint