Possible Clues:

• Aware feeling excluded large number
• Feeling tense isn't, strangely, losing last of marbles
• Referred to one hospital department while conscious
• This gives one the feeling of having sent ten and one
• Feeling that one has got dismissed with one and ten
• Conscious opinion did not include large number
• Feeling of having dismissed one and ten more
• One has a feeling that this is confused with twice ten
• Conscious and responsive to stimulus
• Feeling enraptured - that is, with good books