Possible Clues:

• Half in the dark and troubled in my disgrace
• Shame nothing's admitted in disastrous mining year
• Head off from Wyoming in terrible disgrace
• Snub bible lessons having gone in to stop one's humiliation
• Go in — in my discomposure, shame
• Shame of mining engineer covering up old yard
• Humiliation
• Do my ironing, right away -- it's a disgrace
• Disgrace, shame.